4/30/2006 blind.
hokays i had a totally unproductive day today. bleahs.
i updated my profile section a little today out of boredom. hehe.
craving chocolate with oreo and mango ice blend from ny's canteen. ^^
still waiting for subway with grace. soon, girly girl, soon. oh yeah grace is gIrLiExXz cause she wants t jianfei. and she wants t buy makeup and hEeLz. =p
i doubt you'll read this, but i hope your head heals soon. (:
I'M LIKE SO IN LOVE WITH BLIND BY LIFEHOUSE!! <3 i like! :D
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go
i must stay strong.
7:35 pm
synergy.
went for synergy yesterday. the matinee. yeaps. didn't find it that nice actually.
the co was not bad though. the choir was a little.. eccentric. haha! very different from anderson's choir. guzheng was not bad too. junk jamz was cool! haha. they really seemed like they were enjoying themselves. :D street style society was okay too.. haha. some of the moves are whoa. lol. didn't think dance was that nice. they didn't seem very coordinated? iunno. and it felt weird when there was no music and you could hear the shuffling of their bodies with the floor. lol. for guitar yansee was like saying they didn't play well.. quite offbeat or dunnoe what. but i couldn't tell the difference anyways. =x haha! piano is just.. like that. what else t expect? lol.
oh yeah i heard that for the songs by The One the night show had the girl in it but not the matinee! so unfair. =x the finale was so screwed up. the performers didn't appear on stage when the emcees called for them.
so yeap.. after that i went t celebrate mitchel's birthday! he's three! lol. went t some condo place called The Savannah. and gosh luh you could literally see elephants, cougars and whatnot. -.- fake of course. duh. and lotsa waterfalls and stuff. caves even. -.-
ah okay. i'm off t gobble my ljs' down. hehe. loves!
1:48 pm
4/28/2006 used t.
i've come t the realisation that i don't love nanyang, but i USED T love nanyang instead. i'm still desperately trying t find my own place in nanyang, but i can never seem t find it in 0635. my class is nice and all, but i haven't found friends i can feel totally comfortable suanning, friends i can talk t endlessly, friends i can always rely on t be my companion, friends i can crack crazy jokes with.. t cut things short, friends with whom i can really be myself! my classmates still seem like strangers t me, people whom i can only engage in small talk with, people whom i tag along with rather than be with..
i miss some of my 0630 friends. i miss having liying, chiatyin and rachel around. i wish they'd come back! but what's done cannot be undone, and we've more or less moved on.. but i still i miss you all truckloads!! ny just ain't the same anymore without all of you. i miss my og mate sherlene too. but we've kind of broken away from each other ever since she withdrew. i'll always remember being friends with you during O1 though!
hopefully, one day i'll be able t fit in. maybe all i need is just acceptance. i AM human, afterall. who doesn't seek attention? 0635, please let me find myself!
on a lighter note, i met up with wanqi, jas and tiffany along with xueting and cally today! haven't seen tiffany and wanqi in a longlong time. never seen them in vj and nj uniform before too. =p we ate at tpy's fiesta, then headed t town. took neos twice. hehe. once at the top level of cine, another at heeren. i love the neos taken at heeren! yay. felt really tired the whole day though, since i barely slept the night before. as a result i didn't go for the FOURSIX'05 gathering at amk mac cause i was feeling too tired.. sorry!
oh and i totally screwed up my bio test. damn.
going for synergy tmr. but i don't have much of a mood t go now. -.-
there's so much t do this weekend! gosh. am gonna write my list again lest i forget what i must do.
mug for econs test.
mug for math test.
mug for gp test.
5 gp paragraphs.
math tutorial 5b and 6.
chem tutorials 4 onwards.
chem prac qns.
bio tys on enzymes.
bio prac qns.
x_x gosh.
9:07 pm
4/27/2006 i hate jc life!
so yeah i did skip training. but i don't seem t be making much progress in bio.
hmm. i wonder what happened during training today. cheer up.
anyhow today i was kinda late for skl again. but since it was raining no one was there t scan our ezlink cards. and ms poh was nice enough t mark me as present rather than late. but i was in a rather foul mood in the morning. thinking of the piling workload just stresses me up. i felt like crying after ms poh asked us t hand in our tutorial tmr. like wth. when did i ever feel like crying over stuff like this? i really hate being in jc now. i cannot take the pressure of having t cope with the curriculum. everything's moving too fast and there just seems t be endless stuff t do. maybe it's cause i procrastinate too much. but seeing the tutorials and lectures notes just make me sick in the stomach.
oh but the end of the day was interesting! remember never t make fun of lydia or you'll end up like wenkai.. LOL! poor thing he hit the toilet door and had t go for stitches. if you ever do offend lydia, please don't go t the toilet!! haha. and suhaimi was damn funny on the bus luh. "have you read your campbell?" "oh i don't have time t read it.." HAHA. he thought campbell was some storybook that he didn't know of yet he didn't have time t read it.. lol! he doesn't even take bio!
kBYEZ i wanna go mug.
8:28 pm
4/26/2006 bio blues.
aww shitz man bio is killing me. there's just a whole truckload of stuff t memorise! urgh! all i see are lines and lines of words.. but nothing is registering into my head. it's just TOO MUCH for me t digest. i feel like crying when i see my lecture notes. it's just so frustrating lah.
hmm spent my time in the library today staring at the second page of my cell structure notes. and all i can remember is this thing called the plasmodesmata.. please don't talk t me about thylakoids and triglycerides.. i haven't even gotten there yet.
i think i'm gonna pon touch for bio tmr. but i feel so bad for ponning luh. i know it's not really right t pon cause of a test.. but i seriously don't wanna fail terribly! between touch and grades.. i choose my grades.
sigh i still feel that the J1 touch ruggers are so not bonded. we're really clique-ish! there's like this divide between groups of people. it's not just us though, i can somehow feel it occuring in the seniors as well. and up till now, i still make a horrible player.. my positioning never seem t be right, i never seem t dodge good enough, i don't think on my feet fast enough, i get too confused, i cannot fake well, i cannot do good switches, i make a bad dummy, i run too slow, my reactions are too slow, i pass t the wrong side, i never call out loud enough, i feel too drained during the starting runs, i miss my man a lot when defending, i feel that i drop balls too often, i don't always throw my ball properly.. oh man there's a whole list i could think of. i really need t improve! i think at the rate i'm going, i'll never be good enough for the team next time.
damn i think i'm developing an inferiority complex after going for so many trainings. i feel that everyone seems t be improving apart from me! boo.
nvm.. back t bio. campbell is so cheem please. blah.
..and the rough endoplasmic reticulum has ribosomes attached to it...............
9:07 pm
4/24/2006 screwed blogger.
congrats nanyang rangers on the win against mi!! the last try towards the end of the match really saved the game! hehehe. i like watching rugby matches. :D though part of the time i'm a little blur about what's going on. lol! =x hoho i wanna catch the match against hc. but damn i have touch on thursdays. :
today after skl stayed in the library with some 0635 peeps. hurhur. booked a discussion room too. wanted t study but we talked instead. -.- nooooo~~ must mug. ):
blogger is being screwy. my blogged looks so screwed up. boo!
8:24 pm
b&j!
okay i know this is an insane time for me t be up awake and blogging especially since there's a CHEM TEST tmr but oh wells. (:
woohoo my mom bought two tubs of ben & jerry's! chocolate fudge brownie and new york super fudge chunk. loves it! <3
hoho i found out yesterday that weixiang's from hc rugby! was pretty surprised t know that.. hehehe. =p now i really wanna catch the match between ny and hc. LOL.
ah chem is making me mad. i hate mole concept!! boo!
and wowzers~~ i actually got an sms from NanyangJC. as in literally NanyangJC with no number displayed! haha! just t remind us t bring our thermometers.. the skl has decided t send mass smses. how fun. xP
okay i'm off. loves. =p
1:03 am
4/22/2006 the art of seduction.
i think i just broke my personal record by waking up at close t 4pm. HAHA. i seriously must have been suffering from a lack of sleep.
i dropped a test tube during bio prac. ): imagine doing titrations for bio. it's sorta the second time i damaged lab equipment in my whole schooling life. haha. i can remember my first being a SCAPEL blade. amazing huh.
wells after skl yesterday went t causeway t meet jas! we watched the art of seduction. another korean movie. haha. it's funny! and son ye-jin is so pretty. (: after eating we went t woodland's library t do work. :D bought bubble tea and bus-ed home.
some people are just so unreasonable. no surprise he didn't get into sc. -snorts.
ah there's a chem lecture test on monday! and bio on friday. gosh bio is freaking me out. just 2 chapters and there's just SO MUCH. and there's not much time t mug for it too. i wanna catch the rugby match on monday and there's training on tuesday and thursday. math inequalites class test also.
now i wonder how my old timetable in anderson managed t fit in time for 9 subjects. now it's 3 and a half only and time's all taken up already.
my ulcer hurts. boo. ):
i still don't feel bonded t the class. it's just so.. pair-ish. everyone seems t be in twos.
okay i'm like rambling on about scraps of stuff in bits and pieces here. how disorganised.
loves.
11:02 pm
4/20/2006 PHOTOHUNT CHAMPIONS!!
yay! WE FINALLY BEAT MXLL! PHOTOHUNT CHAMPIONS! woohoo! hahaha. look out for MSLO ACGS on the scoreboard! hahaha! :D :D :D
i'm like soooo in love with shaker fries. -shakes. (:
we ran 2.4 for pe yesterday, and i clocked 15.44. so slow luh! compared t a lot of other girls, i'm like.. slow. -.- my next aim is t reach 14 to 15 mins! yeah! haha. i'm glad i passed though. last year i failed with like.. 17 mins plus? -.- all of the timings for all my rounds were around the same. all 2 mins plus. yeap. now i'm like really scared for my sit & reach and omgz SHUTTLE RUN. >:@ !
we had uniform check in the morning. so i pulled my skirt lower and my shirt like super high up. geesh i kinda think it's useless. cause we're given time t adjust until they said it was okay, and also after the check we quickly readjusted our uniforms lah. hahaha. so what's the point really? =x
touch today was not bad! forgot t bring my long socks though. we ran like 6 rounds around the skl but i didn't know!! i thought it was 5 rounds? =S i realised i run better during trainings than during pe too. maybe it's cause i'm forced t continue running and keep up? LOL. we had a solely J1 game at the last part.. but with J2s attached t each J1 t guide them from behind. siti was my "guide". ahah. and i think looping at the wings is like really effective!
my boots smell. seriously stink real bad. =S
ookay i wanna go already. loves!
10:41 pm
4/18/2006 short.. in a way.
bahaha today was quite okay i must say. hoho. shall make this a quick one since there's lotsa stuff for me t chiong for tmr. omgz i think i can die.
but anyways we saw a sample of our touch rug tee already! it's brown with gold designs. i like the design at the back a lot!! haha. but erm the words in the front are a little.. hahahaha. it says "touch me if you can". -.- lol.
i felt weird when they announced that sports cca people had t go LT2 for the mslo thingy tmr. it's just so not.. ME. LOL! -bangshead.
okay i hate PI. a lot a lot. =@ >:@
shall leave you all with the survey osborne the evil chio bu tagged me t do.
游戏规则：[一]被点到名字的人在自己的Blog(或主页)上写下答案，并且要再想出几个题目，将这几个题目传给另外七个人，还要到这七个人的Blog上留言通知对方“你被点名啦”[二]这七个人要在自己的Blog里注明是从哪里接到的题目，并且再想几个题目传给另外七个人，让游戏继续下去。但是不得回传..
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1、喜欢一个人到什么程度可以算是爱？
iunno. never really been in love before. lol!
2、今年的情人节你怎么过的？
i don’t celebrate vday really. hahahaha.
3、你相信网络里有真实的感情？
well there have been cases. but it’s really the minority luh.
4、你相信“今生的情人来世会成为父女”这句话吗？
huh? wth is this?
5、如果可以重新选择，你还会选择现在的职业或者所学的专业吗？
er. okay i guess.
6、倘若时光可以倒流，你希望你现在可以回到几岁？
primary one! then i can restart all over again the way i’d want it.
7、如果以生命做代价，你愿意用它换取什么?
iunno. lol.
8、请用一句话说明你是怎样的一个人
your normal teenage girl (a little weird though).
9、喜欢牛郎织女的故事还是喜欢鹊桥仙的故事？
i never heard of the 2nd story before. -.-
10、你喜欢哪个与爱情无关的故事？
hmm. not sure. many books have the element of love in it.
11、相信有抬头纹的人会比较善良吗?
what’s 抬头纹?
12、你觉得梦是什么？
something very fascinating.
13、相信有肯为对方付出生命的真爱吗？
hrm. i’m not sure. maybe?
14、觉得爱情的保质期有多长？
quite long. well that is for your life partner luh.
15、快乐是什么？
being able t laugh freely!
16、有过恐惧稳定的时候吗?
er. what’s a scary and stable time? =S
17、你觉得周笔畅怎么样？
har. i only know zhou jie lun.
18、孤独和寂寞的时候怎样?
er. saddening? =x
19、拿破仑和希特勒和成吉思汗比较，更欣赏谁？
WHAT?? -.-
20、写东西时候遇到你根本没兴趣却又必须写的，怎么办？
just write. but i’ll dilly-dally a lot.
21、近期的要实现的目标是什么
do well for my common tests!
22、举出一件你认为做得很勇敢的事
er. a lot of the level camp stuff? haha.
23、举出一件你后悔去做的事。
not studying hard enough t get good grades t enter rjc.
24、如果认路和认人这两项技能你只能得到一项，你会选哪一项?
认人! haha.
25、你会拒绝陌生人的善意么？
nah. nice people are all welcome. (:
26、面对困难，你更多的选择争取还是放弃？in between? lol.
27、你会离开现在生活的城市么？为什么？nah. i like it here.
28、你在梦里会有暴力倾向么？hmm don’t rmb.
29、什么样的音乐会让你感动？
korean OSTs! yeah!
30、你如何评价“人类是没有救的”这句话？
haha. it’s true. just look at me! LOL.
31、最近哭是什么时候？
during level camp. hah.
32、到一个荒岛上，只能带一样东西，你带什么？
a yatch t go home in. =D
33、你做过的最尴尬的事情是什么？
(osborne, it means embarrassing you toot) saying the wrong things.
34、最想去旅行的河外星系是？what’s that? is that a planet? then i’d say er. saturn!! (:
35、如果可以选择，你是要外表比内心成熟的还是相反？
mature inside. immature outside nvm. look younger? hahaha!
36、最近读的一本书叫什么名字？
the book by richard pelzer. =))
37、会对人以外的生物及非生物说话吗？
no. i don’t talk t weird things. -.-
38、觉得无心犯大错可以轻易原谅吗？
it depends on what it is. but yeah try t forgive?
39、有没有想过自己老了会怎么样呢？
hopefully i won’t be a lonely old woman. =D
40、如果在无差别妄想中，想作什么职业呢？
what’s 无差别妄?
41、理想中的自己应是怎样一个人？为什么？
i wanna be miss popular! nah jk. -.- i’m happy with myself i guess.
42、到现在为止最爱的人是？
anyone who deserves me love. :D haha.
43、你觉得什么样的生活才算空虚呢？
having no friends.
44、你心中的成熟的标志是什么?
uhh. being able t think deep?
45、第2批托福成绩什么时候才能到？
what’s that??!!
46、最浪漫的婚姻典礼?
haha a little too far our for me t think about eh?
47、生命中最大的嫉妒是什么?
(osborne, it means ENVY you toot) all the beautiful people! boo!
48、你的择偶标准是什么？
what’s 择偶? doh.
49、你要是个男生，要怎么做好男朋友？
surprise my girl once in a while t make her happy. :D
50、怎样做一个细心的人？
t sense how others feel and try t adjust my attitude.
51、怎样迈出情绪低谷？
find someone who makes you happy t talk t. (:
52、谁开始的这游戏？（考虑灭了他。）
how’d i know who?
53、因为作这个赶不上吃饭了，饿死了怎么办？
if i were hungry, i wouldn’t even bother t do this. xD
54、你是谁？
sherry. -.-
55、你来自哪里？
singapore. -.-
56、到目前为止为谁哭得最多？
some people.
57. 有没有比你更笨的猪呢？
yah. everyone else.
58. 这个游戏无聊吗？
very. why must it be in chinese!!
i tag whoever is reading this now. (: loves!
9:45 pm
4/17/2006 i am evil. (sometimes)
hellos. today sucked shit. boo.
okay luh i know it's not the best ever but is there a need t keep harping on it? i'm not mad or anything but it's really annoying the intestines outta me. like, let me keep some of my self-confidence, please? there isn't a need t put me down like that. :\ and i stress again that i'm not mad.
and omgz you know what i'm starting t show dislike for this one person you'd never think i'd dislike hahaha. actually i think maybe there's nothing much wrong with A but still i just feel this personal bu shuang-ness with this person. i think A's the kind who wants others t do stuff so he/she can just shrug it off even when there's not much of a need for the other party t do it. dependent people are sucha turnoff. esp when they put on a facade t hide it all.
okay i think my judgement is biased HAHA but who cares. and NO i never said i had a better character than A thank you very much.
omgz today we like, played 5 bucks worth of photohunt which means like 13 rounds (cause 2 were eaten up by the damned computer). we were like crazy nuts sitting outside the bubble tea shop for almost 2 hours playing photohunt. HAHA. we got 4 high scores! but we never got t beat MXLL. nvm we'll do it next time! yeah! look out for the LIL SCGs on the scoreboard. bahaha.
i don't feel like going skl tmr. ): laaaaazy me. haha. (:
9:35 pm
4/16/2006 hot logo.
shit i spent most of my time out today. went j8 with my family. i seriously need t settle down and do work.
but anyways i bought new socks! yay. green, purple and pink! haha. bought my bio and chem references too. and a few more random stuff i shall not name. ^^ mac has shaker fries again! yay! i love shaker fries. :D addictive yae. made a pair of new spare specs. it has blue frames! haha. cut my hair as well. now i'm feeling all.. light-headed. hahaha. it's not disastrous like many other times.. okay i guess.
oh and sunzi. APUDIMADAS!! not pumidas! lol. i shall display the logo yansee made. LOLOLOL.
soo cool right! hahaha!
you know what annoys the shitz outta me. it's when i'm supposed t do something i don't like t do, but i'll still do it since since i have t do it, but someone comes along t remind me that i have t do it as if i wouldn't do it.
8:21 pm
4/15/2006 greek mythology.
i had an interesting day today! well maybe what i did may seem boring, but i learnt quite a lot.. haha.
wells i came across this blog belonging t someone with bipolar disorder. the 1st time i came across sucha blog. so i kinda googled on bipolar disorder t learn more about it. from there i searched on other disorders like schizophrenia and narcissm. it's all very interesting!
while i was googling narcissm i came across this wikipedia page on a greek mythology character called narcissus. apparently he fell in love with his reflection in the water. -.- i found it all really interesting so i decided t read up on greek mythology on wikipedia! hahaha! it's damn cool luh. i found out they're like really scandalous! full of incest, rape and adultery! lol! and lotsa internal conflict. woohoo. i'm totally digging it. -grins. and the stories are like so fascinating luh.
so yeah from there i found this greek goddess called nike! and i found out nike was named after her! yeap! think she was the goddess of triumph and victory or smth. then i decided t check out where adidas came from. it was named after Adolf (Adi) Dassler! haha. not "All Day I Dream About Sports". and puma came from his brother, Rudolf Dassler! damn cool right! sibling rivalry! LOL. xP
today has been a strangely "productive" day. haha. i found out a lot, but erm they're all in no relation t my studies which are the most important thing for me now. -.- just a lot of random stuff. hahaha.
i had a really filling dinner. fries, two hotdogs, char kway teow and popiah. kinda unhealthy, i know. but too bad it still wouldn't help me gain weight. ): boo.
loves!
9:27 pm
work overload.
today was a really slackish day. haha. could've gone out with jas and cal but i felt really lazy. =x
basically i spent my whole day rotting and solving sudoku puzzles from a book my mom just bought. i take like real long t solve one. but as i progress on t a new puzzle the thinking process shortens. whee. maybe i'll get smarter from solving more. LOL.
bleahs i have like two small and round blue-blacks on each knee! they look damn weird. lol. all cause of the girl-pushups we did outside the lt area. of which 2 sets were partly caused by me. boo. you know where the cars can drive into down a slope. the ground was really rough and well.. slopey. :
i know this is redundant but i'm gonna make a list of the work i gotta complete now since i just rmbed t do it amidst blogging. -.- lest i forget. :
2 paragraphs of econs.
math inequalities.
math linear graphs.
chem tutorial 4 onwards.
PI redraft.
gp readings.
gp issues assignment.
omgz. -.- okay i'll TRY t complete all of these over the weekends. if i ever DO get down t doing it of course. else i won't have time t mug for the upcoming tests on week 6. esp for bio!! seriously the bio memory work is scary.. =S
gosh i just realised i haven't touched anything chinese for like a million gazillion years ever since dropping it in jc. barely a chinese word written or read. not that i mind hahaha but it just suddenly feels so weird. bah. lol.
uhuhs i'm off. loves.
12:21 am
4/13/2006 apudimadas!!
yo. today was yet another long day. so many lectures and tutorials. missed the bus today so i took the train. met rani at the interchange. in the end managed t take the very bus i missed. HAH. lol. saw wanyan at amk.
watched a little of the rugby match against cj! there was quite a number of spectators at the grandstand. haha. congrats on winning 10-9!! yay. ny rocks. i heard cj had like two of those penalties which contributed t their score. wanted t watch the match but had t go for touch training. ): i still don't really understand how rugby is played. haha. it felt weird running around the outer track while the game was going on. =S haha. we trained at weird places too. finally after everyone cleared we got t use the field. heh.
was pretty surprised t see claudio in ny. haha. he came down t see the match but it was over by the time he was there. =x
i invented a new word! yansee loves it too. LOL. APUDIMADAS!! -grins. go figure.
we're gonna have a class jersey! it's an adidas red/maroon jersey with white designs. yeap. and i'm putting sh'rry on it. iunno why too. LOL. and there's a touch tee too. think it's supposed t be brown with gold designs. wow suddenly so many tees t pay for. =S
oh yeah. before i go. i hate washing boots. =@
loves!
10:14 pm
4/12/2006 chunky monkey.
woohoo after this i'm gonna do bio essay. how fun. -.-
had touch yesterday. erm shah wasn't there.. and there were new girls. yay. training was a little disorganised i guess. after training we had one of those "talks". yeah-huh. actually i think the seniors have been really helpful already.. yeah. just hope we will improve quickly and they don't hafta guide us that much anymore. we're gonna have our next few trainings at some public field in sengkang. i think probably cause of the rugby matches. =S
today i missed the bus and had t take the next one. so pissing. =@ then i didn't do bio essays, but ms ding went through. yet i did my functions, and ms poh didn't go through! what is this. -.- had pe today. i passed my sort of "pre-test" for standing broad jump and inclined pullups. phew. don't needa reach skl earlier t train. =x we ran 4 rounds too. i walked a little during my last round. bleahs. =@ . my timing was about 10 min 28 sec. yeap. kinda sucky.
stayed back after skl.. did bio essays in one of the discussion rooms with cally, gerald and mervis. then migrated over t the tables outside after 5. haha. this time after the lights went off we quickly packed and left! LOL. oh yeah i almost lost my ezlink man. some guy called benjamin took mine by accident but left his in the library. thankfully it was him rather than some other person.. or else i wouldn't have been able t trace who was the one who took it. called yvonne for his number but his phone was off. then we remembered ziwei was in the discussion room so cally called him. phew!
shucks tests are coming up in week 6! but i haven't started studying! damn. there just seems t be endless tutorials t complete till there isn't that much time t actually mug for tests! i'm really scared of bio test please. the questions are so difficult t answer, and there's just so much t memorise.
YUM I'M EATING BEN AND JERRY'S! NICE. =D chunky monkey. haha. loves it. (:
9:06 pm
4/11/2006 my boots.
hullos! (: i'm trying t print my bio lecture notes now. haha.
today didn't do much.. my PI draft finally handed in already! but err.. it's really JUNK luh. haha. better think of better ideas fast. like what the teachers said,. 99% of our work will be junk, and since mine is mostly on description rather than the proposal itself mine is definitely not well done. lol.
stayed back after skl t do some math. almost done with my inequalities tutorial. whee. i like doing math. i'd rather do more math sums than answer bio questions. gosh when i tried t do my tys i practically left most of the answer lines BLANK. pathetic.
took some photos today. yay. haha. but i forgot t diasable the timestamp again. so ugly. -.- the dates aren't even correct!
my boots for touch rugby! the pair i KINDA regret buying. 
meiji apollo strawberry chocolate. i keep buying box after box. ;x too addicted.
the rose from level camp. it has withered and died. ): lol. sitting in my bin waiting t be thrown away. =x
-grins. gonna go now. loves! tmr's gonna be a long day. i don't wanna go for the body combat!! boo. and there's touch. i wonder if my flu will be alright by tmr. if not i'll miss training again. hur. byebyes!
12:47 am
4/08/2006 oh no.
bahaha. i still haven't done my PI. how nice. gotta chiong by tmr already. oh the anticipation.
today was pretty much slack. watched tv tv and more tv. watched full house too cause my aunt was watching it. x)) i wanna borrow sweet 18!
i wanna get a haircut. but iunno where t go. i'm scared my hair will turn out t be disastrous! too many traumatising experiences already. LOL.
craving cookies and brownies. yum. and subway of course.
gotta mug hard for common tests. week 6! time is running out and there's still truckloads of stuff t mug for. esp bio!
i don't like being a rep for anything. boo. it sucks. i'm like what, expected t print your lecture and tutorial notes for you or smth? i wouldn't like people running after me one day when they don't get their notes for lecture or tutorial. what happened t "you are responsible for your own learning"?
pump it is sucha nice song. =D i'm addicted. hoho.
loves.
9:16 pm
4/07/2006 queensway again!
hello! i'm in a weirdly math-ish mood right now so after blogging i'm gonna do my inequalities tutorial! haha!
anyways today's one of my early days. (: had bio prac, and gosh i'm slowww! didn't bring rag AGAIN. doh. stayed on after skl t complete a gp thing with ratna and raja. then ate with yansee, mervis and shengping. they went t train pull-ups outside the hall after that. haha.
yeaps then went queensway with cally, gerald and wingyan. sigh i saw a few boots i didn't spot earlier! but ah i already bought my boots. ): sad. ah wells. just gotta make do with it. the next time i buy boots i'll go with only one or two people so i can just take my time t look. there's a puma shoebag i wanna get! haha. i officially declare that I LOVE PUMA. pumapumapuma! (:
took the train back, and i got a scare! i thought i lost my wallet! gosh thankfully it was only gerald who took it. i was seriously scared at that moment okay! i was thinking good thing my IC wasn't inside, and i had less than 10 bucks in it. ehh the joke not funny okay! =x scaryyy.
anyhowwww. i'm off t do my math (i hope). loves!
9:54 pm
4/06/2006 boots.
heyas! didn't blog yesterday cause i was really tired when i got home. haha.
but anyways.. i was late AGAIN yesterday! URGH. damn it. my second time already!! shit. thing was i wasn't supposed t be late? but ratna and i were in the toilet and not the parade square so we were considered late. we seriously didn't know! thought being in the skl compound was okay already.. bleahs. and ms gopal really follows the book so we got marked as late. shit man. i wish i had a nicer tutor. i wanna change!! *&^%$#@! i can't be late anymore!! was really pissed off that morning.
then yeah.. skl as usual. went queensway after that with a few of the touch girls! there was yanyi, cally, liuying, wanyan, adeline and huihui. we actually took the wrong direction at the green line. -.- lol. then uhm we walked ENDLESSLY t actually find our boots can. it's so hard t pick! and we had t find boots within our price range as well. uhm during the end of our little shopping trip things went kinda bad. but i shan't talk about it. stupid boots. so hard t choose. it's very frustrating okay. went home rather late.
in the end i bought a red, black and white pair. my socks are black with a little red too. gosh. i'm kinda regretting my choice a little! cause it doesn't seem really nice now. and some seniors recommended boots with stitches and separate studs. but mine are neither! sheesh. -.- did i mention that my boots and socks are adidas? like AGAIN?! i feel more adidas-y than ever now. =S bag, shoes, boots, socks and water bottle. -.- !! i mean adidas is nice and all.. but it's like.. woah. i really didn't mean t really choose any particular brand!
today. i didn't go for touch. partly cause of flu. but partly wasn't in much mood t go also. went jas' house for a while. we're gonna have a bio ?test? tmr. on food tests. hope it goes well.
A : YOU'RE A HOTTIE
B : you are loved by alot of ppl
C : you're wild and crazy
D : You have trouble trusting people
E : You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people
F : People totally adore you
G : You are very friendly and understanding
H : You have very good personality and looks
I : Love is what u are deeply in
J : Everyone loves you
K : You like to try new things
L : You always make other people smile when you smile
M : You are handsome, and sexy
N : your sex is unforgetable
O : You love foreplay
P : You are very friendly and understanding
Q :You are a hypocrite
R : Someone loves you
S : People think you are so sexy
T : You are one of the best in bed
U : You are really chill
V : You are not judgemental
W : You are very broad minded
X : You never let people tell you what to do
Y : you make every experience great
Z : You're Super cool
S : People think you are so sexy
H : You have very good personality and looks
E : You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people
R : Someone loves you
R : Someone loves you
Y : you make every experience great
LOL! (:
10:50 pm
4/04/2006 late.
helloooooos! i'm in a good mood right now. hoho.
was late for skl today and had t scan my card. ): it's like all i needed was A FEW MORE STEPS! really! cally and xueting pangseh me. boohoo. haha. jk. oh man only the second week and i've already been booked once. =@ stupid 853 come so late! zz.
yeah yeah the usual lectures and tutorials.. i kinda like my new gp teacher! mrs ivay lim. but ohno today while checking attendance she told me she saw me in a lecture before during 1st three months! i was like woah how come she remembered me? then later when she picked me from the list t answer a question she was like.. aha now i remember you already. omggg. was i like sleeping during gp lecture or smth?! =x
we had body combat for pe today. gosh it feels kinda stupid t be kicking and punching around. -.- we ended later too. 5.30. so i missed the running section of touch.
joined them while they were cooling down from the run. they said they ran 5 around the skl. haha. feel quite guilty for not running. =x but nvm. lol. maybe make up during pe tmr. then we went unto the field! SO WET! gosh. cause the ran just stopped. -.- and uhh the field is starting t turn muddy already, rather than just wet. can feel it. noooo. we did lateral pass as usual, and 3 punch. then practised switching. aah i still need t improve on it.
then yeah we played 6man. arghhhh i'm still sucha sucky player. ): thankfully shah aka the coach was guiding me along. oh man i kept missing my man while defending! and it's always by this small margin. zz. i need t improve my defending skills. omg the puddles of mud water were like everywhere. my legs were totally splashed with the brown muddy water. yucks! my shoes and socks were squishy with water too! =@
anyways the girls are getting boots together tmr! yayness. (: it's the first time we're gonna hang out together in a way too. going queensway i think. hope we'll be able t find nice yet cheap ones. i still cannot believe i'm gonna buy SOCCER BOOTS. it's like smth i never ever thought i would buy!! and the super super long socks too! hahaha.
cheer up xiaodidi. (:
loves.
10:30 pm
4/03/2006 new phone? LOL.
i have a new phone!! LOL. nokia n70. cool man! upgraded from a shitty phone t a 3G phone!! lol! yeah right. FOR ONE DAY ONLY LUH. LOL. exchanged phones with gerald for the day. (: iunno why someone would actually WANT t use my phone.. hahaha.
anyways today didn't really start off well. i missed my usual bus though i wasn't late for skl. then i forgot t bring my chem lecture notes for today's lecture. after that i realised i forgot t bring VA6 for chem prac. gosh. horrible day. i still have no topic for pw. argh. someone save me.
went marina square after skl with cally, gerald and wingyan. er we basically just walked around.. a lot of weird stuff t laugh at once again. lol. saw yupeng. i like marina square! so many nice shops. (: all that's needed is for them t open mos burger and subway and it'll be perfect! haha.
oh man i don't feel like going for pe tmr. we're gonna have body combat. ): boo. and i'll miss a little of touch training cause we end later. i hope it doesn't rain tmr! and that body combat wouldn't be too tiring..
they're gonna show sweet 18 tmr! but i'll hafta miss the 1st episode. cause it's at 7! boo.
really don't feel like going skl tmr. bleahs. suddenly i'm in a rather irritable mood. gah. -.-
byebyebyes.
10:08 pm
4/02/2006 i.
sighhhhh today was yet another boring day.
i dread going t skl tmr. somehow i don't feel like facing the horde of nyjcians when i get t skl. there are only a few people i wanna see right now. lol.
i wonder what i should do after skl tmr. well that is if i can find anyone t do anything at all. -yawns.
i'm officially sick of kfc. enough is enough. i just had it for dinner again today. -groans. i wanna eat mos burger. or subwayyyy.
i suddenly got reminded of an old nick i used t have in chat after commenting at yansee's (*kicks*) blog. ··¨·ÿøü·døñt·kñøw·më·¨·· brings back a few memories.
i'm craving the meiji strawberry chocolate and pearl milk tea. ohmyshit. not againnnn.
did you realise every paragraph starts with an "i"? my life revolves around me me and me. how boring.
byebyebye.
9:24 pm
4/01/2006 bad throat.
went jas' house today with cally and xueting. (: lost 2 bucks. aw man.
i have a bad throat. =@ shucks. i hope it goes away soon.
i got myself a new pet phrase too! OH MY SHIT! haha.
pw is driving me crazy. i can't think of anything t work on for my PI! =S help!!
loves.
10:14 pm
soo cool right! hahaha!